pwwwfftt.

it already almost 2.00 a.m in the morning and hell yeah i still can't sleep. what the F man. i just don't know what to do. i thought that i can be not blogging for 2 weeks. but i can't. theres a lot of thing that i want to story in here. the only place i can express my feelings. honestly 3 days lately i kept dreaming about my ex. i don't know what it means. after dreaming about him, i will awake. then i'll started to cry. i hate this sort of feelings. it makes everything that i did doesn't felt right in me. yesterday 22/10/2010- 1 whole day i saw him. everywhere i go i saw him. i was like can u just go away from me. because i'm not ready yet to see your face. sorry for saying this. maybe u just didn't realise how much my heart broke just because of u. u also didn't know how much it felt to be a broken hearted. all i need is time. maybe after a few month the wound in my hearts will be dissapear and after that only i could forgiven u. maybe.. i'm sorry if this happen because all of my mistakes.. hmmpphhh -.-"

And I know I never told you, That I love you, Now its all too late. And I don't know how to hold you, But I want to, I don't want to leave this way. All I know, Is broken.