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today aq bad mood sgtsgt. nk twu ape reason dye? hemphh. bia la aq sorg je yg simpan. MALAS nk dibahaskan. tp sume nye pasal korg. aq ade jeles sikit + sakit aty sikit + itu sikit + ini sikit = mcm2 laa. kdg2 kan aq rse cam aq neyh x diperlukan pown ade gak. cam x dihargai pown ade gak. hurrmm. ntah la weyh. aq pown xtwu samada neyh perasaan aq je atau mmg yg sebenarnye betul. klw betul camne weyh? hurm, xpe la. ape sahaja yg bole buat korg happy. aq sedih aq xnk bg twu korg sbb aq twu korg xbpe nk layan sgt. so, aq pretend yg aq neyh sbnarnye tade masalah. ok? nicee.. ntah la. kdgkdg aq rse cam nk je lari kan diri jauhjauh. but i know, i can't. i am hoping someone will come and took me away from here and go somewhere else.. and for sure i want a very peacefully place. but,, i know i can't. sometime i feel so ashamed when i am with all of u. what a stupid feeling. yes, i have to admit this i am not pretty, cute and beautiful as you. market ape la lg =.= rse aq neyh cam xlayak utk dibandingkan drpd korg sume. klw wat pape pown korg yg diberi full attention. i am sorry because i am saying all of this. i just want to be appreciate. nmpk cam aq nk perhatian kan? tp bukan mcm korg sangka. aq just nk korg at least hargai ape je pasal diri aq. -,-"